Where to go?

Back to 4-5 years,I can make a plan for myself,and do the plan step by step,I can insist on that plan until my goal been reached.Now everything changed,I can not control my resource anymore,and it simply to make any plan difficult and could not been carried out.

What should I do?!I shall back to the real route,my route and control of my own destiny,I shall quit my present job and go back home.

Here is not the right place where i shall stay.

php and mysql

hello,this is Avery,in the last a couple of weeks,I learned some PHP and of course,i writen a website using php and mysql,here is the url http://www.xnlmm.com,
That is not good looking at this moment,but i will improve this website.
I need to learn more php function() and how to set some CSS,i am going to use CSS to make my site much good looking.

overcome mind of emptiness-brave to be ourself.

how i feel today,I am feel so empty these days,I lost my aim,or I have a aim,just lost my plan,or just lost willpower.I do not know what shall I do in the next,I need willpower to make my life bright,I just come across so many difficult,I need willpower to overcome them,I am not sure if I can success or not,but if I do not take a try and try my best,I may not able to overcome them forever.But what if I failed to do that.Try work harder to overcome the difficult.Just be not afraid of difficult.

Try to overcome all the difficult step by step.

For the family,just tell them what you think,be brave to be yourself.Rigorous to yourself,do not be afraid of difficult.To be brave and rigorous.

Tomorrow is sunday.

Today is Saturday,I replied some emails to my clients,and finished a test from our tech department.In the afternoon,I will finish "The Effective Executive" by PETER F . DRUCKER .
So tomorrow I am going to have a brake,I am thinking I will have date with you my girlfriend.

I am so happy to have another nice weekend. :)

Rainy day

Outside the window is the heavy rain,the day after tomorrow is Oct,first,that is our national day,I can not wait for that day.Some of my colleague,just want to stay at home in these rainy day.If the whether is good,I will go fishing in the bourn nearby my grandfarther's house.

10,000 BC

My little brother came from NingBo after school,he brought a new movie with him,that is 10,000 BC,I am not like that movie very much,people always say those things are fake.But today,I am just so boring,and I turn on my computer and insert the DVD.The movie is really nothing good,just another movie of waste my time.

The nationaly holiday.

It is dark outside,and the China national day is just around the cover.I will visit my grandfather during the break.The break will start on first of Oct to third of Oct.I can not wait for that holiday.