Where to go?

Back to 4-5 years,I can make a plan for myself,and do the plan step by step,I can insist on that plan until my goal been reached.Now everything changed,I can not control my resource anymore,and it simply to make any plan difficult and could not been carried out.

What should I do?!I shall back to the real route,my route and control of my own destiny,I shall quit my present job and go back home.

Here is not the right place where i shall stay.

php and mysql

hello,this is Avery,in the last a couple of weeks,I learned some PHP and of course,i writen a website using php and mysql,here is the url http://www.xnlmm.com,
That is not good looking at this moment,but i will improve this website.
I need to learn more php function() and how to set some CSS,i am going to use CSS to make my site much good looking.